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I don’t have to eat for days on end, and when I see food I can turn away.
I don’t have to sleep for days on end and when I see my bed I can look away.
But with you I cant.
Your everywhere; but nowhere
In my dreams, in my head and in my face, and I hate you for it,
Because when I turn away your there, when I look away your still there.
When I see you with him all I want to do is jump in front of the semi speeding down the highway. Tie the last knot on the rope hanging from my bedroom ceiling. Clutch the hairdryer as I climb into the tub and feel the electrifying jolts of life tear away from me.
This is what you did to me. I was obsessed with you and now I’m not. So I hope you happy, I hope he breaks your heart like you broke mine. I hope you feel abandoned with or without him.
So goodbye for now,
Goodbye forever,
Take a bow,
Now look who’s clever.