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There is a type of love
that, I’m sure, everyone must feel
at least once.
The type that turns you into someone
you never knew existed
inside of you
someone you wouldn’t even call
you.
The type that makes you think of things
you never thought you were capable of thinking
the type that lets obsession strangle your mind
makes you focus crystal clear images in your head
but only if your darling is included.
The type that traps your darling inside you
beneath thick skull that won’t budge
and the whole world outside yourself
means nothing
even when things claiming to be more important
scream and beg and plead for your attention
like small children crying at your feet
tugging at your cloths
you shove them aside
because nothing is more important than what has been on your mind recently;
your darling.
This is a love that snatches you far away from the world
that makes you believe you’re sitting right on top of it
looking down at the rest of those silly confused little humans
convinces you
that Heaven does exist
but only when you are with your darling.
This is a love that makes you question
everything your darling does
everything your darling says
love that makes you question
yourself
love that distracts you from life
makes you day dream
and oh, the night dreams
makes you conjure up over exaggerated senarios in your head
over and over
and no matter how ridicules
those senarios get
you’re conviced
“It’s plausable, maybe even possible!”
This is a love that never rests
and the best
maybe the worst
part is
that your darling love
doesn’t even have to know
a single word
of how you feel
for this type of love
to exist.