Angry, Letter, Anger
I had enough of you, you see,
You want a list why, just look and see:
You told me what to do.
You were telling me whom I should and shouldn’t talk to.
And what I can and cannot do.
News flash for you honey, your not my mother, I have a mind of my own.
Which means I can think for myself like an adult,
You guilt-tripped about the things that I bought, the things that made me feel at home.
You insulted the one I love. Thats right. LOVE.
I told you straight out in the beginning that if you have a problem with me just TELL ME STRAIGHT OUT. Don’t dance around the subject. Just tell me.
Did you do that? NO. You decided to be sneaky and tell other people, I was a horrible roommate and that I was a b****.
When all I have ever said was good things about you.
You went behind my back, and wrote in a note saying that you couldn’t tell me things,
Because I was to “nice”
You sorted everything without me there.
We paid 50/50; the decisions should be the same.
I tried talking to you.
You were never around.
And when you were, people where around.
I asked you politely, and you were mean.
You tore me to bits.
You complained to someone higher up, about how I stained a towel, that I had broken your dishes, when it was you, yourself doing these things.
You stole from me, and LIED to me about it.
I asked for the truth and honesty, and you threw that away.
I told you I hated drama, and that’s all you brought.
Worst of all?
You blind-sided me. And tricked me.
Then made me think it was my entire fault.
Here’s something you taught me:
Never trust so easily. No matter how compatible they may be-they’ll most likely trick you.
You backstabbing, lying, and deceiving little rat. Those are the nicest things I can say.
And I don’t use those terms much, only when someone deserves it.
The reason why I never told you any of this before?
Because I hate the drama, and I hate causing a scene. I hate being the one people talk about, the center of the gossip.
Guess what? Thats changed.
Make me mad, and you’ll see a side of me, that you never wanted to see.
Its in the past now you see, my anger was building, i needed to let it out.
Now that I have gotten it out my heart and off of my chest.
Now I can forgive and forget.
I know I can forgive, but it takes a little bit longer to forget.