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I thought I could get away Steal a piece of tomorrow And wished I could have stayed Nothing left to say I’ve picked up the missing pieces Tried for a new start Then you walk in like nothing has changed And I feel the pain I’ll soon cause your heart When looking into your ocean eyes How do you lie to a blue sky? I threw the stone into the water Ripples flowed with the river I felt my cheeks grow hotter What’s done is done But I think you should know You’re not the only one with regrets And…

My breath leaves me; it is an absence to my soul, The sudden winded feeling, Doubled-over in thought, My corset is containing, so restraining, Holds me back with silk ribbons, Tied tightly with insanity, The perfection is non-existent, only portrayed though a dusty mirror which will be the mirror of my self, Of my mind; my soul. Can you feel the boundaries? They are around you every day, they surround you, They have bound you, They drown you… I feel them more than ever, they hold me down, The simple stutter of my heartbeat is a slap from the ground,…

Light, I feel it in my surroundings with the last gasp of sight, The last visionary glance before I’m pulled into night, I squeeze my eyelids together so tight - That black runs from them as I turn my clock right, Lost, Every atom of time is gone - tossed, Every line I ever drew for myself was crossed, How far would I go for my broken soul, and at what cost? My intuition now glazed and glossed, Reluctant of fear as I pull my thoughts near, I’d shout out with doubt if you left me sitting here, In my…

I’m in a state of bliss Melting with Hersey kisses Flying with butterflies who wear their hearts on their wings Beautiful creatures trapped in diamond rings Caressed by a sea of chocolate The arms of elegance Created only to teach us respect A kind of intellect they expect To be offered and incline One decision collides into your snow globe Shattered world falls open To have hoped that you’d see the sun set again Cloudy vision of previous events Sent to make you remember Loosing yourself in cold days of December Wrapped up in a blanket of sorrow with the…

Accepting who I am isn’t any easier than watching you spread your crimson wings in the sunlight Shattering all thoughts in pure daylight Blinding beauty beating away each wave of heat It’s so hard to look you in the face You glow with a grace that’s only found inside And when you cried there were no tears Just loose feathers I can’t begin to explain what stirs in your heart Something so strong and yet vulnerable You’re intoxicatingly magnetic Drawn to you by something I can’t control Unable to pause or think Unable to say no However strong your power…

I was crying one night and I was crying because I didn’t understand how to cure my pain. You told me something that night, you told me, “You can’t fight for everyone.” and thats when I realized… I can’t fight for everyone. I always believed that I had to fix problems, and that I had to make things right and that it was my job to cure the pain people confided in me. I believed I was a medicine and when I couldn’t cure the pain I believed I failed. You told me something else that night, you told me,…

My heart is coated in snowflakes
Frosted with falling snow
An icy sheen of love
Blinds anyone from getting too close
Cold, cold heart of mine
I let you free once
Only to have you betray my mind
I saw a glimpse of my reflection
In a frosted snow globe
My world is shaken
A white blizzard of snow

I hated myself. Because of where society placed me, the way they talked about me; a loser, ugly, waste of space. And I despised myself for it! I couldn’t change me or the way they thought of me. I could try all I wanted, mold myself into the barbie drone, but I would know. In the back of my head I would hear the truth that no one else could. I would still be the loser. Because I couldn’t become someone better I would become of what they thought of me, a no one. I would sink into the nothingness,…

we’re laying on a hill because you said you were tired of walking and i lied and said i was too. it doesn’t matter that i lied. i always lie to you. i don’t mean anything bad from it, i don’t. if anything, i do it for you. i like you a lot and i don’t want us to fight over the little things like sitting in the grass of a hill that overlooks nothing in particular because walking is tiresome and you just want to talk and i just want to listen. but you stopped talking. you said you…

Far away, I dream,
Of a place with a million lights,
To fill the darkness,

Far away, I dream,
Of a place where I can fly,
Held aloft by the arms of great buildings,

Far away, I dream,
Of a place where people are cars,
Screaming through the streets at light speed,
Far away, I dream,
But as I do fear fills my heart,
Will we make it?